Jason’s grandma passed away earlier this week and it has been hard on everyone. We miss her terribly, but are very glad that she doesn’t have to experience pain any longer. She had the best laugh, loved her kitties and was always so funny. No matter the company, she never failed to say what was on her mind, which gave us much to talk and laugh about. Whenever I think of her, I can’t resist getting a smile across my face thinking of all the ways she made us laugh. She was really one of a kind and an incredible grandma, mom and great grandma too. We miss you already grandma, but are glad you are peaceful!
The part of all of this that I can appreciate though is spending some extra time with family. Although the circumstances have been draining on everyone, it was nice to see everyone this week and be able to be at home to rest and play a little in between. Jason and Lucy have been home since Wednesday afternoon so we have gotten some walks and play time at home that are usually reserved for only weekends when things aren’t rushed with dinner, bathtime, etc. Also, it was nice to see Lucy with our family, especially our aunts, uncles and grandparents who adore her. Its comforting in a time like this to see her be so happy to just be herself and be with others who are having a hard time. I think it was a relief to have a little smiling, laughing and now full on walking toddler to break things up. I was so proud of her being so easy-going, entertained and “good” the entire time. I’m feeling pretty thankful for lots of things in this hard time.